Impressions of participating in Grief Recovery Workshop
47 years old, female, A.O.
At first, I wasn't sure what to do, but as I chose a relationship and focused on that person, I could understand both the other person and myself well.
I chose a relationship with a still-living mother who has affected me as the closest person.
The work of writing out the events with my mother, sorting them into three categories, writing letters, etc., and the work of actually talking about it aloud are completely different in emotions. I got a lot of emotions when I spoke out.
There was an instruction to keep it as it is even if it gets bogged down when talking, but that was difficult.
I was talking while trying to express my sadness without stopping.
As I worked, I could feel not only my sadness but also my mother's sadness.
I had enshrined my mother, but I could feel that she was also an ordinary person and had various emotions.
By doing this recovery work, it seems that I will be able to treat my mother without expecting too much.
I want to do this Grief Recovery work about the second person in the form of continuing education.
At the first one I was working on it without knowing it well, and I haven't organized it well yet, so I thought that if I did about two people, I would be able to do other people by myself.
Until now, I have been thinking it's correct to pretend that I don't care a lot and to pass on my emotions.
We read the commitments every time. And I think that is effective because unfamiliar behaviors can be fixed by reading them repeatedly.